starting the summer right

 

these last three by hannah :)

on monday Kiley and I took a little roadtrip to meet Hannah. on the 45 minute drive we listen to a bunch of music and had one of our long talks while ki directed me ;) lets just say someone was very impatient to get there “when are we going to be thereeeeeee”?!? .  i wasn’t quite sure how it was all going to turn out, after all it was our first time meeting an online friend. but I hoped it would be amazing.  It ended up being one of the best nights ever! the three if us clicked right away and I felt like we had all been friends for years. we took a bunch of pictures (what do you expect from 3 girls who are passionate about photography?), laughed like crazy, drove to get fro-yo ;), instagraming the whole time. we have decided that no matter the obstacles of miles and busyness that there will be many next-times! you may have noticed that my b&w addiction is back with a passion, have a favorite?


awkward and awesome thursday

awkward.

seeing someone you kinda know at target and running away because you really don’t want them to see you.

my sister saying that my new facebook profile picture makes me looks strange and confused.

the fake dating profile video Care made for me…

going to graduation parties that I wasn’t invited too.

watching modesty video’s where people have very interesting ideas “Your neckline must come up to you collarbone to avoid all appearance of evil”

Ellie’s car running out of gas and not starting right as we wanted to leave to go get ice cream

my face that screams “HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, I’m 6 and I don’t want my picture taken” ;)

awesome.

staying at our amazing friend’s house this past weekend!

Sarah doing a critique of her closet for me, it was hialriously awesome!

the video that Sarah, Emily, Josh, Care and I filmed.

printing instagram pictures for a top secret project

going over to Kiley’s house after my science class and hanging out with her and her neighbor Ellie and we went out for ice cream :) perfect day.

Meeting up with Hannah!, Kiley, Hannah and I had a super amazing time, it felt like we had been best friends for years. my pictures are coming soon :)

 

what has been awkward and awesome about your week?


arboretum

Last thursday our family drove to the arboretum. it was the perfect day and the light was just amazing. when we arrived we ate our excellent picnic dinner that my Mama made. we wandered around, stopping to smell the flowers and take some pictures. It was a great way to start off my parents anniversary weekend! I’m so happy I went because I almost didn’t. The light was perfect and the time with my family was even better!


22 years

“How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him” 1 John 3:1

 

“Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,  neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8: 35, 38-39

 

May 20th 1990.

my gorgeous Mama and handsome Dad committed their lives to each other. the passages above were a special part of their wedding ceremony, carefully chosen to reflect God’s love. A lot of my Mom’s friends had told her that she was being too picky that she was never going to get married if she didn’t lower her standards. But she waited patiently and God brought her My Dad. From everything they say and do, I have no doubt and neither do they that they waited for God’s best and now he is richly blessing them!

 

May 20th 2012.

My parents are as much in love as they were 22 years ago. Their marriage is founded on and centered in Christ, so through thick and thin it is strong! I want my  {Lord willing} future marriage to be like that of my parents, strong and founded in Christ.  Because I know that without Christ at the center no marriage will be truly a happy and God glorifying marriage!

 


awkward and awesome thursday

awkward.

we were sitting pretty close to the front at some of our  friends ballet play, I was wearing a pink and white striped shirt, in one of the dances they used black light so my shirt started glowing…..

my seven year old sister said “supes awk” the other day.

walking to target by myself, i realized that I hate walking alone for over 5 minutes :P so therefore I started calling people who I could talk to while I walked.

the video Care made about me. its basically a knock off on a dating profile but at the end she specified that I’m NOT available ;)

i’m saving like crazy right now so I based the number of prints i bought on the total of the change I had.

looking through old pictures to find an awkward one. Why did I post this 2 years ago????

 

awesome.

my parents. they are such a cute couple! yesterday they let me take a bunch of pictures of them together.

i’m almost done with biology! one more week left

Starbucks.

all the amazing things that are happening this summer!! God has opened up so many doors for me!

I just got a formspring, ask me something ;)

correcting Latin translations with Care and my Mom and laughing like crazy for the hilarious mistakes we make!

 

whats been awkward and awesome about your week?

 


its not about the camera

I’ve heard a lot of people say “my pictures would be better if I had a Canon EOS 5d Mark II or a Nikon D700″ or “If I could only get a Nikkor 50mm f/1.2 I think i would be as good as (insert name of popular photographer)”. “you use a lens hood? hmmm i defs need to start using mine because I love your pictures”"UGHHHHH not having a full frame camera is just horrible, i don’t think all of my potential is showing, now im never going to be able to shoot weddings” Okay so maybe I haven’t heard all those things, but I have heard a lot. Camera envy is very common in photographers and photographer wannabe’s. I can’t say I’ve never been guilty of it either.  But one thing I try to remember is the camera doesn’t make the picture good! You do. You could give a inexperienced photographer a 5d Mark III and a seasoned photographer a point and shoot and who do you think would take the better picture? There’s so much more to photography then the click of the shutter. Photography is an art not a science. You can get everything just “right” and still end up with a bad picture.  and the art doesn’t stop after the shot has been captured, the edit is almost as important. I have seen so many blogs and many more pictures by people who have SLR’s and the picture and the style of edit doesn’t “flow”. the only way to get better is to practice, practice, practice, not by buying a new lens or body. Now I’m not saying that a new lens or body won’t help at all. I have plans for a full frame body and a 50mm f/1.4. But the reason I want those things isn’t to make me a better photog but to increase my options. You don’t need to have tons of money to be a great photographer! I have seen amazing quality pictures come from one of the cheapest point and shoots on the market. Don’t limit yourself by the camera you have, experiment, shoot in manual if you can, experiment and take thousands of pictures.

What do you think?


in the morning

almost summer.

waking up pulling on my new favorite shorts, not caring about how messy my hair is. these are the days. freash breeze floating through my window as I finish my science homework. 9 short days until school is supposed to be over. spending a little time reading for pleasure and not for school. going through old pictures of mine to find my favorites. I think the saying is true that my favorite picture is the one I will take tomorrow. i love these days.

now I’m looking forward to tomorrow, for one never knows what God will do tomorrow! :)

 


awkward and awesome thursday

awkward.

hitting my elbow on a bathroom stall door lock. owwww

driving into the exit at wendy’s in our convertible with the top down and then having a lady yell at me “WRONGGGGGG WAYYYYY”

running up and down 3 flights of stairs in our long skirts at church to get permission to be in a different sunday school class.

the wendy’s drive through is insanely awkward especially when they get you order wrong!

reseting our router at least 5 times a day because everytime my computer goes into sleep mode it won’t connect back to the internet :P

discussing my awkward situations  with one of my guy friends. then Sarah comes up and says guys this is a really interesting conversation.

Parker, Kiley and I ^^ yeah we are awkward homeschoolers.

 

awesome.

fixing holes in a pair of guys jeans and them being wearable and good looking.

our church is now doing gluten free communion!

making an extensive to-do list and finishing a lot of it.

using up notebooks. I have no idea why but I love using up all the paper in a notebook

new haircut :) lots of lovely layers

the youth baptism at our church last night. God is SO good!

thrifting the exact pair of shorts I had wanted to buy new in great condition but for way cheaper!

going thrifting with Care

done with geometry!

Katherine and Laura treating Care and I to dinner at wendy’s on date night :)

 

What has been awkward or awesome about your week?

 

 


just me

I’m Madeline …

i’m not perfect. sometimes I’m insecure, i  don’t always think that I could ever measure up to standards I feel in front of me. i fail. but that’s not what my life is defined by.

My identity is found in Christ! I’m Madeline a child of God, saved by grace. Christ fullness is the foundation of my identity! My purpose is to honor Christ! What any one else thinks does not matter! He should have first place in my life all the time! I don’t want to just “make time” for Him I want Him to be my everything! He has been teaching me so much about who I am in Him.

I used to be that girl who wanted to fit in. I wanted to be loved by the “right” people and when they wanted my friends and not me, I wasn’t ok with that. being the right girl meant not saying exactly what I thought , not standing up for everything I believe in. longing for acceptance overtook what I thought about. i cried over it. almost lost friends over it.  I’m not who I was. I was willing to change myself, lower my standards, but not anymore. I’m done changing for other people. I’m free in Christ to be who he want’s me to be! It doesn’t matter if I don’t fit in with the group. Compromise is not worth it!

Christ is my standard! My freedom is found in Christ! I don’t need to fit in someone else’s “mold”. My heart belongs to Him.


frayed layers.

It’s usually not a good idea to work on the outfit you want to wear on a holiday the day before. this skirt started out as a skirt that my friend made. Shes taller then me and we have different shapes, so therefore the skirt was an unflattering length on me and too big. Olivia had made this skirt which I loved, but I didn’t have enough fabric to make a long skirt so I thought knee length was the best with the loud floral print. I used Butterick 3134 folded a little to make it less full and cut it 7 inches longer then I wanted the final length. I sewed up the skirt and then cut each layer pulled the bottom under a little and double top stitched each layer.  I washed it to get the fray action going. the skirt was finished by early afternoon, so easy and I love how it turned out!

but don’t do what I did and start your sewing projects with a little more time before the event ;)

I guest posted over at Fresh Modesty yesterday.